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Initiating sex (active submission)
I’ve never been much good at initiating sex or being very creative about it. But, as I mentioned in yesterday’s post, I’ve been pretty horny recently (don’t know if there is some special alignment of the planets I’m unaware of…or maybe the world is coming to an end…), so I’ve been taking advantage of that feeling to step out of my comfort zone a bit and ask for things when I want them. For example, I woke Him up with a blow job the other day, when normally I would have stifled that feeling and gone about getting ready for work. I would have talked myself out of it…told myself…
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Journal 9/16/2019 a.m.
We didn’t have our Sunday “Marriage Talk” yesterday, but I didn’t remember until I was getting ready for bed. I brought it up while I was brushing my teeth and asked if He there was anything He wanted to talk about it. He said it was late, and that things could wait until next Sunday. But, something in the way He said it made me uncomfortable. Like it was obvious there were some things…and we should have dealt with them…and, as I do, I began to speculate – and worry. My guess is that it has something to do with sex…or the lack of it lately. Because, honestly, I’m feeling it, too.…
