I’ve never been much good at initiating sex or being very creative about it.
But, as I mentioned in yesterday’s post, I’ve been pretty horny recently (don’t know if there is some special alignment of the planets I’m unaware of…or maybe the world is coming to an end…), so I’ve been taking advantage of that feeling to step out of my comfort zone a bit and ask for things when I want them.
For example, I woke Him up with a blow job the other day, when normally I would have stifled that feeling and gone about getting ready for work. I would have talked myself out of it…told myself I didn’t have enough time, and I’d be late, or promised myself to do it later, and then I’d run out of steam or the feeling would no longer be there after work.
And yesterday, I came home a bit late and could have easily put aside my plan for another weekend. But I didn’t. I hurried and shaved, and showered, and dressed up in lingerie I had specifically bought for Him (months ago, actually – see how I roll?), sexier than the normal babydoll or negligee that I feel more comfortable in because they cover all my “flaws” – i.e. my mom belly and my dimpled behind.
These are a few things He’s asked me to work on in the past…letting out my inner slut, asking for what I want, acting on my sexual thoughts, and accepting my body as He does.
I went for the things He likes best…thigh highs, garters, and my tits and ass exposed and prominently highlighted.
While I didn’t quite meet Him at the door (I hung out in the kitchen, away from the windows), I could still tell it was a nice “surprise” (He reads my blog, so He had a bit of an idea of what I was planning…another reason I couldn’t back out…I didn’t want to disappoint – see how writing and blabbing my sex life holds me accountable?).
I removed His work boots, and He undressed and showered. Then He took the crop to my behind (there’s been a lot more spanking going on recently 😊), licked my pussy to wetness, and fucked me. And as I lay below Him, watching Him cum, I smiled both inside and out. I was proud of myself, and super turned on watching Him. It’s one of my favorite feelings in the world, feeling Him cum inside of me.
We ordered in and just snuggled on the couch watching TV, which was fine by me.
It was a good “date night.”